FINALLY!
poster had been finalized and printed out.
looks quite good. not too bad.
i think i am going crazy soon. too stress.
my eyes hurt. straining my eyes too hard just now.
i need to de-stress. my mind is in a whirl. and my heart is thumping so fast.
am i going to die soon? if my heart just thump too fast for too long?
alright. im crazy.
stand by me. thats the song i heard in the FM.
dedicate it to my team mates. lols
please do stand by me during presentation!!!
if not, i think i would just DIE.

maybe im too sarcastic. =)))    
im off to read my poster and report! byes!

this story really touches me.
read it. =))
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.


It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'


Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.


'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

Nature has given to men one tongue, but two ears, that we may hear from others twice as much as we speak



that sentence meaningful right?
found it in a email that my friend sent me.
still awake. but going to bed soon. accompanying my friends. =))
so good right me?? im a good listener.. wahahas.  =)))
just for a short update. ciaos!! muacks!! hehes.

future. friends had been asking me what am i going to do after graduation.
the answer i had been giving is "work lor"
i mean what else can i answer. or maybe i would be more hardworking.
half study. half work. i think that is going to kill me. but for my future. my determination is going to stay!!
yeah. so now have to buck up. its week 14. 2 more weeks and we are seperating from our class once again.
hate when this time arrives. =((
cause i need to get used to the new class, although most of the people i knew.
but its different when u are in the class. i mean you will see them more often and conflicts might arise?
who knows. yar. being a bitch to think about it now. damn it.

better not think about it. cause i might go into a drawing circle state. which i might get hard to recover from.
lols.

i am so going to be sick. i think my throat is itchy. and i am having block nose. which is irritating me for days.
and i cant eat seafood for a week. grrr......help!! =(((

maybe i should stay happy for a change. =))))))
no point being sad.. must be happy. alright????
seen so many things happen recently. gosh. but its okay. we have each other to support. alright?
=)))))) love u darlings, bitch

im back to bloggings.
cause i am stuck with my fyp. i did my part. but i have no idea how to add on by adding more words.
gosh. someone teach me. =(((
fyp is killing me. and i cant do anything about it. i guess no one else could.
my classmates are all telling me that they are done with their report and preparing for their poster ler.
which kind of kill my mood ya know? cause what im doing, or what we are doing is still the report.
which i have no idea what to add on!!! i felt so empty. emptyness kill.

fine. whatever. im done with boredness.
after this post, im going back to my report and stuff myself with words and info to write it.
damn.
today after school went to mac with gfs. i dint eat mac. just ate some fries and few spoons of ice cream. lols.
green tea flurry. keke. nice nice. =))))
then went on to boon lay to meet up with boon!!!!! =))))
saw her sunburn black face. not black lar. just TOO tanned. keke
pinched her again. just missed pinching her. =P
then we went on to YELLOW shop to pierce. the people there damn fierce ar. not like servicing people like that. lols.
it was numb. damn numb. then it came to pain. damn. lols. but i felt shiok. im not sadist. but i just like the feeling.
fine. if u think thats sadist. just be it. lols!! i dont care..
boon pierce 2. me just 1. she cant pierce anymore. keke
cause her sis pierce 4. so she cant pierce any more than that.
if i got a urge to pierce, wonder who can i ask to go along. =X
haas. went to mac to have dinner and get the cup. keke
then we chatted about our class and stuff. keep laughing non-stop. LOL.
talking about our facis, fyp. classmates. just relax and chat.
missed her laughter. haas. cause its so influential. and funny. lols.

alright. its time back to fyp report. byes. =(((
i need a hug. someone give me a hugg cann?? =((



PS: da gong zu. imsorry. to make you cry this morning. dint meant to.
dint meant to lecture. i dint expect that i would react that way to you.
i know that you cant control it. and yet i still yell at you. talking to you in a harsh tone. imsorry.
im sorry.....really.

im back at home. like finally.
i am still having my headaches. when can it go away.
maybe i havent been sleeping much lately.
staying up late for the damn report. handing it in on 29 July.
had to do report. do rj for the damn FYP. stress.
and today our dear supervisor just told us that whatever we had done for our project no need ler.
those shelvings no need to buy. supplies for the goods also no need ler.
wtf. i mean all those effort all for nothing??
and now we are going to some shop to do all those analysis?!
damn it. damn pissed. damn upset. damn damn damn!!!

just went to PS yoshinoya for dinner.
im announcing broke!! totally broke. and i just remembered that im going to pierce my ear tmr.
lucky boon reminded me. opps. =X
decided to go Boon Lay there see see walk walk. =)))
haven see ah boon for quite some time. miss pinching her cheeks. and she turn TOO TANNED. keke

im tired. tired to do anything. just wants to relax and hugg my boii boii.
saw something while on my way back home.
couples. envious. jealous. lols.
i want someone shoulder for me too. just want to lean on it. especially when i am tired. =((